I Have No Say In Anything

I need to avoid all social media sites because I have no right to speak my mind.  Everything I post on Facebook goes completely ignored, but someone can post the most idiotic thing and gets input.  I asked if I could see a high school book, but everyone is too good for a retarded bastard like me.  I’m tired of not being liked by anyone.  I feel completely alone and deactivated my Facebook for good this time.  I’m just pissed for not mattering to at least one other person.

I Don’t Matter to a Single Soul

I don’t know what to do.  I want to be happy and carefree, but I have too many worries.  Things would be a tad better if I had someone to talk to.  I feel completely isolated and I hate it.  I’m a good person, but something’s not right.  I’m left on my own with barely any skills to get by.  Why am I even still here?  It’s confusing for me.

Listening to what got me into music.  Who is it?  Flyleaf’s debut way back in 2006.  Time sure does fly.

I Need to Take Steps to Find Happiness

I unfriended my sister-in-law on Facebook just now.  I also blocked her so I won’t be getting anything.  I don’t even know why I have a Facebook though.  No one likes me.  I reactivated it today and of course I feel bad about doing it because of my unlikable personality.  That’s not all though.  It feels like something bad happens whenever I go out and I’m tired of it.  I went grocery shopping yesterday and as I was in the check out lane there was a guy in front of me.  He had his milk separated from the rest of his groceries and when the cashier asked him if the stuff was his and I said so is the milk he said “That’s why he shouldn’t open his mouth” quietly to the cashier.  I didn’t listen to music at the time because I broke my headphones trying to get them untangled.   Who knows how that’s going on because I always listen to music when I’m out and about.