I need to avoid all social media sites because I have no right to speak my mind. Everything I post on Facebook goes completely ignored, but someone can post the most idiotic thing and gets input. I asked if I could see a high school book, but everyone is too good for a retarded bastard like me. I’m tired of not being liked by anyone. I feel completely alone and deactivated my Facebook for good this time. I’m just pissed for not mattering to at least one other person.
Category: race
Society Is Corrupt
I don’t know what group I should associate myself with. Why? Even though I would call myself a liberal I hate the way American government is. I hate how people call this country a Christian nation when that’s not the case. Which brings me to my second point. I am an Atheist, but I despise the Atheist community. I’d rather surround people who think like me than to hang out with them. I view people that are religious like other Atheists which is something I shouldn’t be doing. I hate discrimination when I discriminate against people similar to me. How does that make any sense? I guess I don’t make any. I’m not saying the entire Atheist community is the same because there are some Atheists on YouTube I have a huge amount of respect for. I just like the ones that call out other people’s bs and watching one YouTuber in particular really helps me think about things. I will say one thing though and that is I don’t think there will be a point in time when everyone can get along. I know why nations exist now and its’ to separate people so there’s no fighting. That’s why countries with less diverse ethnicities are better off than countries that are diverse. No one living is responsible for that though and you can’t dwell on the past because it is offensive to the ancestor’s that received genuine discrimination.
Should I Feel This Way?
Skin color is irrelevant to me when it comes to women. Some people don’t like that about me, but I’m truly color blind. It just sucks that I don’t have anything to offer to anyone. I’m incapable of getting close to anyone. It’s not because I’m not attracted to women because I am. I don’t know how I can get close to someone. I’ve never felt close to anyone and that’s a problem. What should I do?
One Day At a Time 