I need to avoid all social media sites because I have no right to speak my mind. Everything I post on Facebook goes completely ignored, but someone can post the most idiotic thing and gets input. I asked if I could see a high school book, but everyone is too good for a retarded bastard like me. I’m tired of not being liked by anyone. I feel completely alone and deactivated my Facebook for good this time. I’m just pissed for not mattering to at least one other person.
Category: disgust
Worst Decision I’ve Ever Made?
So I agreed to be in intense treatment in 2014 and that backfired completely. If I didn’t agree to it I’d have a he’ll of a lot more freedom than I do right now. They fucked my life up. Now I have no rights at all and it’s unfair. I don’t get anyone else involved with my life so why the protection? I don’t need it. I can take care of myself. No one believes me though and that’s a serious problem, but I’m powerless to do anything about it. At least now. Just one question. How do I Regain my freedom because I desperately need it?
Listening To: All Shall Perish- This Is Where It Ends
I Hate These Dogs
You know what. It’s bad enough I’m allowing myself to sleep on the floor, but ever since I came back I’ve been having to deal with those 2 dogs pooping and my brother not giving a damn. It’s so disgusting, but if he doesn’t care then why should anyone? I wish I knew why I’m expected to do everything around here. I don’t want to live in the upstairs, but with an uncertain future then I might as well deal with it for now. Obtaining a job as soon as possible is what has to be done. I need to get away from everyone because everyone knows I won’t fight back unless I’ve had enough.
One Day At a Time 