Worst Decision I’ve Ever Made?

So I agreed to be in intense treatment in 2014 and that backfired completely.  If I didn’t agree to it I’d have a he’ll of a lot more freedom than I do right now.  They fucked my life up.  Now I have no rights at all and it’s unfair.  I don’t get anyone else involved with my life so why the protection?  I don’t need it.  I can take care of myself.  No one believes me though and that’s a serious problem, but I’m powerless to do anything about it.  At least now.  Just one question.  How do I Regain my freedom because I desperately need it?

Listening To: All Shall Perish-  This Is Where It Ends

Anyone Can Feel Free To Walk All Over Me I Guess

I don’t know if I’m too nice or I just don’t care.  It feels like I’m a doormat and I think it’s time for me to start sticking up for myself.  There’s only so much more of this I can take.  At least I got that jury duty check in the mail Saturday so at least something good came out of yesterday.  Now that I have my clothes it’s time to start looking for work again and get the hell away from everyone.  I know my place and I’m going to give everyone what they want.  A world without me.  I might just listen to music and lay down.  It’s almost 3 o’clock a.m. and I don’t want to sleep until 1:00 or 2:00.  It’s just a matter of figuring out what to listen to.  I’m actually listening to Motionless in White for the first time in a year and I know there’s something better to listen to.  It’s just a matter of figuring out what to settle on.  On a unrelated note my favorite band is having their new album released in North America in a month and that gives me something to look forward to.