I’m tired of being so lonely, but with this current situation I find myself in there’s nothing I can do about it. I’m in crisis housing and can’t leave the fucking place. It’s unfair and I need some damn freedom! That’s asking for too much. Sorry about this complaining, but I have an unwanted surgery today and I’m forced to go with someone I can’t stand.
Category: argue
Tired of This
I’m just not thinking this through properly. I left that place because I wasn’t going to be hospitalized eventually and I left to a place with barely any stability. I have my freedom, but at what cost? I hate hearing people argue. When I think about this decision to return was I thinking that things would be different? How stupid could I be? The fear of being forced to do something against my will is driving this. That’s why I have to pursue something I shouldn’t do. That’s looking for housing. I want to be on my own and I’ll accept whatever happens. I want to think about things so I can move forward. I should be working on other things first, but I need to feel at least some level of comfort.