This Isn’t Living

I’m tired of being so lonely, but with this current situation I find myself in there’s nothing I can do about it.  I’m in crisis housing and can’t leave the fucking place.  It’s unfair and I need some damn freedom!  That’s asking for too much.  Sorry about this complaining, but I have an unwanted surgery today and I’m forced to go with someone I can’t stand.

I’m Truly a Parasite Towards Society

I feel like a nuisance.  I’m trying to improve things, but when you have no one on your side you can only get so far.  I just want to get a job so I can disappear from society.  I’m tired of everyone treating me like crap.  How unfortunate though.  There is a time where it’s time to admit defeat.  Family is embarrassed of me and I can’t get a job.  I hate living like a parasite.  That’s what I am though.  I just hate this and I have every right to.  I know I have to be more independent, but when you don’t even get essential needs met then there’s trouble.  I’m done.