I’ve been thinking. If I want a job the odds will be against me. Think about it this way. I need experience and if I can’t find a job how will I gain some experience? It defeats the person. I wish things were easier for me. I hate working with somebody else to help me obtain a job, but I need someone fighting for me. It appears I can’t sufficiently fend for myself for interviews. How pathetic is that? I just want to find easily without being considered retarded or something else. I want to be more independent when it comes to that. Finding a job is the most important thing for me and it should be. I feel like a parasite. Leeching off of the government because of my lackluster shortcomings. Wish me luck I guess. I’m going to need it.