It appears I’m diagnosed with Avoidant Personality Disorder. I don’t think I’m that extreme though. I just think I have no confidence. I know those are two different things. I know I have to get out and make a life for myself, but approaching other people is difficult for me. I really don’t do much of anything and I still can’t believe how much time I’ve wasted over the past 13 years. After graduating I totally shut down and it got really bad in 2006. I can’t live in the past though because I may have a long life ahead of me. It’s not too late to change anything because I’m in my early thirties.
My favorite song of the moment. I think this may be one of my favorite deathcore songs ever. I don’t know why I like the sound of this song though. I think it just flows well with me.
One Day At a Time 