Time to Spread My Wings

It may seem difficult for me to achieve on my own, but I can make this transition pretty much on my own.  It’s a bit scary, but I have to take charge over my life.  At least what remsins of one.  My spirit reminds me of a Phoenix in ways.  No matter how badly I put myself down I always pick myself back up again.  So I am stronger than I admit to be.  My independence is admirable to me.  I put myself through a lot the past decade and here I still stand.  Nothing can get in my way now.  I refuse to budge.  Why?  I have to rebuild my life.  Even if it frightens me.  It’s time to pick myself up once more and make myself happy again.  That is if I was ever truly happy to begin with.  I can’t keep cutting and overdosing and live a productive life.  I also have to learn from mistakes for the first time.  Is that possible?  Yes!  I’m more intelligent than I admit myself to be.