I’m beginning to question why I even bothered to fight through high school. I’m turning 31 this year and it has been 13 years since I graduated. Where is my life now? I’m a low life and I don’t know if that will ever change. I want to give up on everything. Nothing appeals to me at right now. I’m struggling to even get a single interview and I want something good to come out of that interview. I doubt something good will come out of it so I’m not even going to get my hopes up only to be let down yet again. I need a change of scenery. I need to be around people that believe in me. I don’t know if that’s possible though because everyone hates me wherever I end up. I just can’t make friends and it’s frustrating. Why do I even put up with this bullshit day after day? What am I getting out of this? I wish I knew. I used to be so happy. Look at me now. The only thing that really interests me anyone is blogging and music. I only blog because I have no to talk to and I don’t want to bother anyone with my problems.
One Day At a Time 