So Many People Take Offense To This

Yes, I’m a fan of deathcore.  Not all deathcore, but there are some bands I love.  It’s getting to the point where I can’t listen to bands that just sing all of the time.  It’s either a mixture or all screams.  There might be a time when I abandon singing altogether, but that won’t be for some time.  I’m listening to Fit for an Autopsy right now and I’m trying to think of what to listen to next.  The Black Dahlia Murder or one deathcore band I love the most?  It’s a tie between Whitechapel and Conducting from the Grave.  I’m leaning towards Conducting from the Grave because I have nothing better to do.  On a side note I still do love some metalcore as well.  Mainly Adestria and others.  I do like some post-hardcore bands as well so there’s that.  I can’t listen to rock unfortunately, but that’s because it no longer interests me and that will not return.  I know that for a fact.

Upcoming Releases I’m Excited For

This is a list of all the cds I plan on buying.  I’m extremely bored and I’m waiting for someone so I’ll just post a list of what I want.

  1. Abigail Williams
  2. Atreyu
  3. August Burns Red
  4. Before Their Eyes
  5. Between the Buried and Me
  6. Deadlock
  7. Eyes Set to Kill
  8. Glass Casket (When?)
  9. Hope for the Dying
  10. In Fear and Faith
  11. Like Moths to Flames
  12. Make Them Suffer
  13. Matchbook Romance
  14. My Bitter End
  15. Myka, Relocate
  16. Parkway Drive
  17. Pierce the Veil
  18. Reflections
  19. Saosin
  20. Senses Fail
  21. Silverstein
  22. TesseracT
  23. The Black Dahlia Murder
  24. The Devil Wears Prada
  25. The Illumination
  26. The Safety Fire
  27. Thy Art Is Murder
  28. We Came as Romans

I Have To Do Something.

I need to get out of the house and do something, but there’s nothing to do.  Even if I did I wouldn’t have the motivation.  It’s sad that I have to wait two weeks for the interview, but I should be patient.  I can’t just sit and assume I’ll get the job so I have to keep looking.  I have to so I won’t be disappointed if I don’t get the job.  No one understands how difficult this is for me because I hate rejection.  I take this personal when I shouldn’t.  I guess that’s why I haven’t gone to the store yet to get something to eat.  I know food will give me energy, but I don’t know what I’m in the mood for.  I’ll think of something, but I want it simple.  Why?  I refused to eat their cooking and I have to build back up to cooking for myself again.  On a side note I’m listening to The Black Dahlia Murder.  Trevor is one of my favorite vocalists and I love this band to death.