What’s Wrong With Me?

I successfully fought the urge to cut myself.  I used some distract skills and they worked wonderfully.  Now the urge to self-injure is gone and I’m happy right now.  I’m such a strong person.  Why do I have to injure myself anyway?  It seems like no emotion triggers it anymore.  It’s more of an addiction.  I’m addicted to the chemicals that are released and it’s more than a mental urge.  I get this feeling in my arm if I haven’t cut myself recently.  What’s wrong with me?

~ by jmh83 on November 6, 2009.