I’ve lost 12 pounds in a month. I didn’t know I’ve lost that much weight. Now that I’m back on Zyprexa maybe that would be corrected. I’m hoping that also helps my anxiety too. I’ll be fine. I just need some time to feel better. I’m not scared. I’ve accepted things the way they are. This won’t last forever. I need to be patient. I need to eat more, but I have no appetite. I bought pizza today and I couldn’t eat it.
My psychiatrist doesn’t want me working right now. I don’t know how to feel about that. Yeah I’ve been having problems lately, but I just need some time to adjust and relax. How long will that take? A week? A month? Who knows. I might see a doctor to get a leave of absence note. I have to get up early in the morning though. I just want this to end because I’m tired of being sick. This is just what I feel though.
I have to eat something even though I’m not hungry. I’m just scared of throwing up. I still feel nauseous. I had the sensation to throw up after work today. It’s a good thing that I had an empty stomach. I just have to be patient. These feelings will go away in time. Effexor has a lot of side effects. More than I remember, but I never was on just Effexor before.